WHATS BROWN;

aly
annalim
anastasia
celeste
chow
chris
claud
connie
deborahlee
dhini
eunice
grace
guan
hazimah
humairah
jamie bf
jayne
jo
LESSIES
lynnette
mabel
mary
pat
rachel
sam chuii
sam low
sarah
sherry
stacey
tyanne
yanling
yoww

REMNANTS;

PUSH IT.

Sunday, January 22, 2006

lord,bring me to the mountain top
and allow me, lord,to shout.
but if you cant, lord,
please, just hear me out.
cause there are countless questions
and id like them answered soon.
ive kept the questions in my heart
and now there is no room.
why did you make the sky blue,lord?
cus it seems to match my mood now.
but why did you, lord,make others hearts red?
cus mine doesnt match somehow.
why,lord,did you make pain?
cus i cant hold it any longer.
why is it that one bad thing happens,
there'll always be another?
and why did you give me happiness
then take them all away?
i wanna ask, lord,
is this my price to pay?
why is it that my thoughts
are filled with all the memories?
arent there better thoughts you can give
other than all these?
why is it that i feel im dieing out
spiritually and emotionally?
cause why do i still cry so much
when u say ur there to help me.
why lord did you make daydreams
cause ive got them every day.
but when i get back to reality,
it just pops and fades away.
i smile everytime i think of it,
mostly about the past.
but why cant it happen now too,
why couldnt you make it last?
lord i know ive done my wrong,
the fault is on my part.
ive done things and created false hopes
and teared off a broken heart.
lord i know i shouldnt ask for more
and i shoudnt have anything to gain.
but lord id just like to ask a favour,
dont let others have the pain.

i waited from 3:37 PM

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